Thursday, October 30, 2008

A levels....

are like in just THREE days... And this is probably one of the worst times to blog considering that my opportunity cost of doing so is my studying or the time I could use to sleep so that the law of diminishing marginal returns won't set in so fast tomorrow. Then again, I still have about 3x24x60x60+12x60 = 259 920 seconds left from the moment I typed this left to go before monday comes. So considering the time i have left and that my brain needs a break from the countless action potentials that are being fired when studying so that it won't get fatigued, I have decided to take a break off memorising the equations of the triiodomethane test, fehling's reagent and tollen's reagent to blog.

Yes I'm going MAD studying.

I don't even know why I'm blogging now when I'm supposed to prepare something like AQs and essay plans for GP consult tomorrow...

Well I guess it's because of the various things that have been going through my mind , the different things that happen each new day, topped off with Marc's email to my cohort about BS... Struck me quite abit. Here's a quote

"I do hope and pray that each and every single one of you are doing well and growing in the Lord even as you prepare for your upcoming battle. Even so, as you all face the uncertainty of tomorrow (and the exams), do remember that God is always with you, that He promises in His word that His rod and staff comfort us, and that His grace is sufficient for us, His power made perfect in our weakness. Therefore, in light of the knowledge that God of the universe, whose ways are much much higher than ours, is with us, then just do your best and trust Him."

Kinda reminds me of how my QT has, in essence, been: Hi God, I'm really tired. I just don't like studying. Exams are coming, help me ya? *some other random stuff* G'night. Amen.

So much for it's not about us but all about Him.

Perhaps it's time that I relook my QT once again to remove the self centredness in myself, to spend what really IS quality time with God and to leave everything else into His hands.

And indeed, I pray that even in the midst of the A levels and the stress and whatnots, my cry will be LORD, Your grace is sufficient for me.

Time to look at my AQs now =\