Saturday, March 13, 2010

CA3

Mugging for examinations isn't very fun to say the very least. For the past 2-3 weeks I've been trying to study for my exams, overwhelmed by the sheer amount of content in the syllabus... relative to CA1 and 2 at least.

And finally, today was the paper. Strangely enough, after the paper I was not as relieved or as excited as I was after the first 2 CAs. Perhaps it was due to utter fatigue or maybe even numbness to exams already. But thinking back upon it, maybe I just didn't know what to feel.

How should I put it? Unlike CA1 and 2, I didn't exactly have any expectations of how I would do, whether good or bad. Everything just seemed so uncertain, more so than before. Everything is in God's hand now I would say.

Indeed, I have been sustained by God through the entire week. I know my body. It needs an amazing amount of 10 hours of sleep to function properly unlike most normal people who require 6-8 hours. Given how much sleep I was getting, staying awake and staying healthy was impossible if not for the sustainance of God.

Perhaps another reason why I don't have much feelings about CA3 is because, just like God saw me through CA2, I believe He will see me through CA3 too and the years ahead. And so, here's a tribute to the LORD Almighty for His faithfulness.

Thank You LORD Jesus for Your strength, Your wisdom, Your encouragement.